as most of yoou know i am married and in the middle of a divorce from the one person i have ever trully love even though i dont want to get divorced i belive there is no possible way of salvaging it in the near future i hope to one day find a way to respark what we once had. i have done alot of stupid stuff that i shouldnt have but i cant take any of it back if i could i would but the damage is done i just hope i can somehow get an new start at what we had. we have 3 children 5 3 and 9 months. to let you know about me i am a full time mechanic at a local marina in my home town i love to race fish golf camp and just about any sport there is to play. most of all i love my wife the most and hun i wont give up on use even if it takes forever.i love you.