enigma ~ something hard to understand or explain; a mysterious person,, that in itself explains a lot, lol

let's see,, about me.i've reached a point in my life where i have come full circle, and know exactly where i'm supposed to be,, i belong at my Master's feet, in His lap or anywhere else He prefers me to be.

i am the girl who throws her head back and laughs from the gut. but what good self respect southern girl doesn't? i've been on fubar long enough to get quite the education. sometimes it was good and others were bad. if you are here to use and abuse,, please continue to move along. trust me when i say there is someone more worthy and lots more interesting to lavish your attentions upon, lmao

i'm the girl you can talk to when you need a friend and the person who will cry with you because if it can happen,, it has to me. i love to be needed but i truly just want to be wanted. and chances are if you need to level, im the girl to call......

so i know on fu we can be whomever or whatever we want, so let me just say i am real,, not fake and all i'm looking for is real. i dont play games and i dont use people, i dont go out of my way to hurt innocent people who decide to trust me. im a pretty good southern girl with what i think is a wonderful heart. i have a winning personality, lol on the right day and i promise if i stab you in the back i will SMILE while i do it,, lmao.

i love to read and learn about anything. as i always say knowledge is power. im a bit of a music freak and am very easy to please as i love all kinds of music. im slightly anal-retentive,, because my closet is color coordinated and my bookshelf is alphabetized... i hate dirty laundry and dishes.

i have a psycho cat who fits me to a tee,, even when she slams herself into the walls, lol.

i am mom to three of the wildest, most wonderful young ghosts a mother could want. i'm stumbling through senior year with my angel and fighting with my testosterone filled little men,, lmao. wouldn't change it for the world except to possibly slow time down,, but that's a feeling i have quite often anymore.

all that being said, i love making friends and getting to know people. im not looking for anyone, nor am i missing anything in my life. i will discuss almost anything except for my private life,, hence it being called private. i do not want to cyber, nor do i have an undying need to see your nsfw and NO, i do not have a cam, lol. i love a chaotic but controlled environment and yes there is such a thing,i love to laugh and i return my f/r/a and i love to trigger the anti-spam because i'm a comment whore....

good luck to everyone and try not to be a hater.

for my Master, You are my best friend, my lover,, You are my faith, my voice of reason, You hold my heart and soul in Your hands. for a thousand lifetimes and beyond i will love You