I am a 32 year old new york firefighter. Our local 535..ladder 5 engine 24 were first on the scene in 9/11 disaster arriving at 8:48AM and 1st Tower was down. We lost 3198 lives and out of that there were 318 of my fellow firefighters. I worked ground 0 for 9 months 16 hour days 7 days a week cleaning it all up. May god keep the innocent people that lost their lives in the palm of his hands and look after them. I still have my little cries after almost 7 years of pain even though all of us are still in therapy sessions. Once a month now instead of 2 times a week. I will take this to my grave. I am single now and was engaged for 1 1/2 years but it didn't work out not my fault I must say. If you want to know more about me please ask. Thank you.