I am a woman in her 40's. I have been married and have 5 children one has passed. I also have grandchildren 4, 2 girls, 2 boys and I love them to death! I have lived and loved, but I believe that you only have one soul mate in a life time. I found mine and then let him go. It was the worst mistake of my life to this day. I know I will never find another and will never have another chance to mend any fences with my always Love!
This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time.
It says: 'Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.'
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A Heart of Gold To the only man I have ever Truly Loved
I know a man with a heart of gold. He is in my heart and soul. I had to say goodbye a long time ago, but I still thought of this man with a heart of gold who was still in my heart and soul. He never hurt me and never would, but I hurt this man with the heart of gold, and now he dose not trust my aching soul. I love him so my heart hurts to hold this man with the heart of gold for he gives me such joy in my heart and soul. I know one day he will trust me again in his heart of gold, and I will ask him to marry me with my band of gold.
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. by: Edger Allen Poe