Hi Im Amber . Im hoping to connect with the world ..meet new and old friends that Ive held dear to my heart.Many I have found .Yet some I have lost ,may they rest in peace. I have a huge heart ,i guess thats why Im an organ donor ,and I donate blood ,that really gross's me out but ..its worth it.EverYday I change .Inside I yearn for something more and sometimes i dont even know what that is.I have three kids that I would die 4.To make them happy,is my first priority.I also homeschool them which I wouldnt change for the world.All days are not easy but When they are its great. Plus we get to travel! One day I plan on seeing this world we live in.ATLEAST SOME OF IT. I have great intrest in my Siberian Huskies ,But any one that knows me ..Knows that animals have always been important to me . Even as a child . But Rhaven is the most meaningfull ..I never wanted an animal more than I wanted her. And I paid alot to have her. So she is special. My Father lives with me and helps me greatly. My mom is very important to me . I miss living at home sometimes. Being grown isnt always fun. I want my kids to stay kids as long as they can. I love Poetry. And have written many. I just dont share to everyone . Although sometimes I like too.But mostly they are private. About life ,hurt,Wants,needs,Some arent sad. But what can I say ..Ive had alot of sad Times.Which I guess is why I am the way I am . Very Soft Hearted . Tender ..And Emotional. But dont let that fool you ,I also have a fueled up mean side that I hate to let out ..At times Its been hard to control.I have a smart mouth and use it when I feel i SHOULD ,otherwise Im respectfull and sweet. Loveing,careing,lending an ear for a friend . But dont ever stab me in the back or that mean girl I spoke about with haunt you for A very long time!As a young child I was a big dreamer ,and even today sometimes I find myself in a lifelong dream that I cannot wake from. The world we live in is so fake,poeple are fake ,Lies and more lies. Its not what it used to be .And I miss what it used to be .Or was I just blind ? I am a big fan of Nancy Grace. Im also Favorable to Adam Sandler,Abegail Breslin,Gerard Butler,Will Smith,Matthew McConaughey,Dakota Fanning,Jodi Foster,and many more.I prefer Comedy
Im a considerate,Kind,Loveing,Passionate Person. I care for those around me .And those far way too. I like being close with someone. I love ATTENTION. And I will get it ,your way or mine. Im also a bitch,and Im good at that too. I dont worry what others think of me . I love who I am . I like my eyes. I thank the Lord that I have them. My Baby face too.My voice is sweet and seductive .I can sing with it to.My mother raised a Princess,she clothed me in the best. Always made me pretty. I like a clean house,and I'LL go crazy if It isnt. I love my pets. I raise Siberian Huskies. I have a cat. But if the dogs kill it Im sorry. Im Honest. Too the point that you may not can handle. Dont cross me I get even. I like nice things,Shoes,cars,jewelry,tattoos,I like the IDEAS of many things but havent tried everything I think I should.Im poetic,I write about life. Myself ,my pains .Dont we all have them ? I currently feel mad,deppressed,and possibly devilish,but I believe in the lord. And I hope I got TO HEAVEN.I am me in a place where I cant be ,IM surrounded by many diffrent ways ,and Mine has lost. So Im indiffrent.Im unbalanced.Its not Solveable. Or is it? I like deep dark colors.Blk,Purple,Pink,Grays,Stripes,Blues,Not bright,no pastels please.I like artistic abstract objects,Mostly with Blk.red,blue,gray,.
Music Is very Important to ME ..Without it what would i do lol..The emotion from music is so real not fake I can move around and make things happen with the right music..3 days grace. ..70's or 80's I have most of what i like on my playlist ...take a listen it always finds its way to my heart
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I AM LEGEND,INSANATARIUM,THE MIST,REIGN OVER ME,ENCHANTED,NIM'S ISLAND,FOOL,S GOLD,MIRRORS,THE HAPPENING,P.S.I LOVE YOU,DEFINTLY MAYBE,Dont mess with the Zohan,Bait Shop,Star Dust,Iron Man,The Luv Guru,Chuck and Larry,How 2 Loose a Guy In 10 days,Shrek 1,2,3,Beowulf and many many more...