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I am a divorced Mom working like a dog but hanging in there. Don't drink, don't smoke but love life and living it everyday to the fullest. I met someone here and I found that he is more of a man than anyone I have ever met in my life. He has serious physical difficulties that I could never imagine taking on. He composes himself with grace and integrity every step of the way.
The man I love is someone who is as passionate, intelligent and kind as I am with a certain beauty that comes from within and shines without. He enhances my life,never drains from it. He has a good personality, sense of humor, is intelligent, has compassion and is kind, motivated and ambitious, has a sense of self and is empathetic. This man holds the key to my heart so please don't try to steal me away from him.
To be my friend please understand I do not need a road scholar, a saint, a marter or a hypacrete. No Mommas boys or women haters. I may look extremely Sensual but I am not here for sex. Let's be honest, if I want sex I will get it ;)I have met wonder friends on here and will continue to make more friends here on this journey. Thank you to everyone who has been so wonderful to me through my trials and tribulations....


Yes..I model part time. I leave my photos as close to the real me as possible....Distortion of what real Women look like will effect our Children. This is what frightens me:




These were written for me by a wonderful Man who stole my heart. He has a Beautiful Heart and Soul...Thank you Baby. I love you.
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If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved,
I shall always be near you; in the garish day and in the darkest night
amidst your happiest scenes and gloomiest hours -- always, always;
and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath;
or if the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by.
Glenn
1-17-08
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Vestige

My heart so full I can not speak
through my day without you here.
Lest you send a sign dear one,
long shall I seek you to be near.

For your love, I’ve spent in search
endless escapes of time gone by.
I’ve come this day to stand no more,
to deny myself a lasting cry.

And then to wake upon next morn,
expectations of awaiting once more,
‘Cept the sky is golden and clear
with shadows strewn upon the floor.

My image, mirrored, I gaze upon,
struck by your face close behind.
With that sight I know you have been
in my heart, in my soul, and in my mind.
1-24-07
Glenn
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The moonlight dances lightly,
across your face this eve.
My love for you see's no end,
in our oneness, I do believe.
We walk into the night, so calm,
as though we know the way.
Our spirits guide our steps,
like the sunlight of the day
Hand in hand, we see the path,
to the glory days to come.
I can not hear the nays,
where did your light come from
You stepped into my lonely world,
floating there all my days.
Just waiting for you to come,
appearing in loving ways.

-Glenn October 2007
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My Crying Soul

Almighty doings, my heart beats
Scaling the heights of the sky
Your devotion and adoration
Causes my soul to softly cry

Peering upon an angels home
Your vision lies in the loft
Casting shadows upon the floor
I lie in the shade so soft

I rest in the comforting words
Of our loving talks so deep
Living in your deepest thought
For your love I gently weep

My love for you knows no end

Glenn
October 21 2007
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Your embrace


The abounding joy you give me
keeps my heart and love embraced
I have no longer a reason to leave
I give my heart to your embrace

No further misgivings to tell
in your presence I am breathless
my body may perish and fall away
but my love for you is deathless

My spirit will brush you in the night
from the moment I leave this place
It is for the love I have for you
that I give my heart to your embrace


Glenn
October 27 2007


That was written for me by a Man I truly Love with all my Heart...Thank you Baby








"If I were to use the wits God gave me I would have to say that such a vision could not exist.

For what sane man would hold such a vision to be reality?

Yet, I would rather not be sane, so that I might lend belief to such an exquisite beauty." -Sticky




sticky&...


I have seen sunsets, sunrises, blue oceans, deep seas, lush forests, mountains that touch the sky, but nothing - not even the most beautiful of God's creations - could compare to the beauty that is before me.






The greatest gift to my eyesight is having my eyes set on you.


I walk this journey feeling so alone,
My heart cries out for a place to call home.
My eyes search the heavens above,
As I see it's beauty and feeling it's love.



A touch upon my heart, a feeling of relief,
As I feel an angel coming to seek.
As the air flutters across my cheek,
A divine presence is there so sweet.



He comforts my soul in that much needed hour,
Giving assurance, the pain he devours.
Filling me with peace with his presence so pure,
Just letting me know that my life is secure.



An angel came that night for me,
As I searched my soul, he made me see.
Through all life's burdens we have someone that cares,
We just need to seek our angel aware.
your saint ...

-nOW aND FoReVer



There are places I go when I am strongest.
One is a tiny spring where I used to go
With a lemon and white setter dog.
One is a wild weeping willow; I was there
a moonlight night with a girl.
The dog is gone; the girl is gone; I go to these
places when there is no other place to go

We all have places we can go, find
What blooms the day; what stiffles the din,
Where tender buds of gentleness can make
Our solitude grow sweet
Even for a minute; even for a day. Will you?

Tear down the walls that surround you
Break the locks that imprison you
Pull back the veil that blinds you
And look: so many people who love you
And I too, who doesn't know you,
Will walk with you in the evening








One day without you is like a moment without air, like one day without food and a week without water.

One day without you is like a month without sunshine or shelter.

One day without your voice is like a year absent the sound of music, or of birds, or of rain and thunder.

One day without your comfort is a week without sleep, for my heart knows no rest, and my nights give no peace.

One day without your love, and my days are empty of beauty; though I see about me everywhere others whom are called beautiful, none of them compare with your visage as I gaze at your photo.

One day without speaking with you is like years alone in the wilderness or a deserted island; though I may talk on the streets, my soul has no communion.

One day without you is like a year in a prison; though I may come and go as I please, my soul knows no freedom.

One day without you in my life is like no life at all




The best Love is the kind that awakens the soul...That makes us reach for more...That plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds...Thats what I hope to give to you forever...
~D~


when my eye lids lower
when the sun dips over the horizon
when my heart beats slower
i drift into my heaven
i see poetry in motion
i see the way you walk
i feel the vibrations of your speech
i crave the warmth of your smile
i dream of being lost in your stary eyes for an eternity
i flinch at the sight of your flawless body...almost awakened...yet ever more so engrossed in u
i dream to touch that which oceans separate
i gaze at the sky, if only to see a reflection of you...you captivate me!

Beautiful is supposed to be a word that describes someone or something. Now that I met you I realize that beautiful is more than just a word. Beautiful speaks, beautiful talks, beautiful is sexy, beautiful breathes, and beautiful smiles. Beautiful is you





From a sweet friend:



The Beauty of a woman isnt in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because thats the door way to her heart. The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman, is reflected by the soul. Its the caring that she gives, and the passion that she show's. And the beauty of a woman, with passing years only grows...NightSide...