Shit if ya read this I am impressed that ya are!! If you don't know me very well then you may think I am some sweet innocent angle at first until ya get to know me. Then you learn to hate me for my honesty, my view of life and the fact I tell it as I see it!!! I tend to lose people I know because I tell it as I see it, but oh well their loss. I can be a lot to handle, more than anyone can handle I guess.

Ok is it so hard to over look that I have a few medical issues and a single mom? Is it so hard to actually say what you feel and to mean it, not what you think I want you to say? Is it so hard to stop and write hi real quick or call? I can be very understanding, but that requires communication!! HEED ME WHEN I SAY I'M NOT A STUPID FEMALE!! I have had a very hard life and learned many of life's harshest lessons very early in life!! I also have been hurt badly and repeatedly by men, and heard all the lines and excuses!! As a matter a fact used a few of them myself before (not proud of that). Other than the fact I am always in pain and a single mom, I am a good person. I do not lie, cheat or hurt someone until its done to me first!! Even then I usually just walk away not wanting drama. So why is it so hard to find a good guy to love me and mean it!!

My divorce was final on 4-23-07, it's ok I am a surviver and I'm moving on.

If ya want to know more about me read my blogs, or ask me.

Ok if you haven't figured it out yet I am also very much a Pagan. If you don't like that it's your choice and I don't care to hear your religious views. I don't push my religion on you so please don't do that to me.



*****DISCLAIMER***** HA HA HA, I just want everyone to know that I call everyone SWEETIE!! It's not meant as a term of endearment. I just say it to everyone and have for a few years.

*****UPDATE********* Updated my profile. I am having another flare up. But at least I found a job. I will be starting in a few days.

Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

OH SO TRUE ABOUT ME!!!

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updated created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Eyes full of Pain People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disappear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you. Eyes full of Pain 94% Anger 88% Mysterious 88% Passion 50% Diamond Eyes 38%