I like to do poetry every now and again wen I get to brainstorming or whatever so here's something for ya.
Am I Dead by Ol' M.EZY
NOW (AM I DEAD) WHEN NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME?
(AM I DEAD) WHEN NO ONE COMES AROUND TO SEE ME??
(AM I DEAD) TO THE ONES WHO SAY THEY REALLY LIKE ME, THEN TURN AROUND GOING OUT THEY WAY TO
NOT SEE ME????
FEELS LIKE IT.......
(AM I DEAD) TO MY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHEN THEY FIND OUT I'M BROKE FOR THE WEEK, GOT KICKED OUT THE HOUSE WIT NO DAMN PLACE TO GO SLEEP?!?
NOW (AM I DEAD) WEN I GET DAT FEELIN DAT NO ONE CARES FOR EVEN WUT I FEEL, THEN TURN AROUND AND
COMPLAIN THAT I SAID NOTHIN DURING THE ENTIRE ORDEAL?
~~~~~CARE TO LISTEN???~~~~~~
(SILENCE....ONE PIN DROPS.....)
(*shivers*, feels dead enough...)
NOW (AM I DEAD) WEN I FINALLY REALIZE DAT I'M ON MY OWN, NO ONE TO FALL BACK ON AND ALL I GOT
IS MY SOUL AND SOME CLOTHES????
COME TO A QUICK REALIZATION THAT I CAN'T SLACK OFF, CAUSE WHEN THE TIME COMES, AM I GONNA HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE TO JUMP START MY LIFE OFF???
SO (WHEN I'M DEAD) TO THE ONES WHO REALLY DON'T MATTER,
GOTTA BRUSH MY SHOULDERS OFF AND 86 DEM HATAS MEANWHILE STICKIN TO ON MY OWN REACHABLE PATTERN,
KNOWIN' I'LL BE TOO BUSY FOCUSED GETTIN TO THE TOP OF THE LADDER.
For my eternal friend Tastyflutterby :-) Much love XOXO

